My brother in-law was rushed to the hospital with severe anemia. Apparently he is bleeding internally and the doctors cannot locate the source. He could die...
I'm a little jealous in a twisted sort of way. Severe depression will do that to you. I am ready for death... Just not self induced. I fucking hate life right now. I have moments where it is tolerable... But fuck... It should not be this hard. It is a beautiful morning with snow covered trees and that soft silence that follows a good snow storm. But I am not able to enjoy it. I try not to think about my depression, but it just creeps in and takes over my thoughts. Fucking A....
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Middle-aged, married with 2 kids but feels like he's still 17... Mostly dark musings and commentary on life.
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- Like Kevin Spacey in American Beauty, came alive a few years back and now I am living life. Unlike Kevin Spacey I did not end up with a bullet in my head.
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