Yesterday was a stressful day. My brother's girlfriend called to remind me that she was dying and probably won't make it till Christmas. She went on to chastise me for not being a better brother. She was concerned that when she passes, S will have no one left to help him. I have reached out to him many times but he always cuts communications with me to the point where I just stop trying. I will once again reach out to him and try to offer my friendship. I had a wake at 2:00 then a banquet at 6:00. One of my clients was experiencing significant phone problems and my son J was melting down at school to the point he had to go home. My wife was sick and nobody walked the dog. (Deep sigh)

I just received a call from the CO of the youth group and he is still of the opinion that that only the recruits should run the Obstacle course. I believe that we are denying the other kids a really fun opportunity and the CO is hung up on BS reasons for his decision. I told him that I strongly disagree and that I was deeply troubled by his decision. I need to think this one through and come up with a propasal that will satisfy everyone.

Today I am in a great mood. I can honestly say that I am enjoying life. Last night I went to a sports banquet with B and had a lot of fun hanging out with the kids. This morning B and I took A for a walk and went out for breakfast.

I need to spend more time with D and J. I do a lot with B but little with D and J.