Had a house full of family yesterday. Started the day in a great mood even with some shit from J. Then D turned into a bitch and that caused me to shut down. I made it through the day but didn't enjoy it much. Today I feel like shit emotionally. Hopefully coffee will kick start a better mood.
Brother may go to jail for some robbery or something. I am starting to feel like white trash with all the shit happening around me. I am handling it ok now but am not optimistic.
I lay there, the early morning sun filling the room. Time slowly ticks by as I languish in my anguish trying to muster the energy to begin my day. What if I just did not get up?
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Middle-aged, married with 2 kids but feels like he's still 17... Mostly dark musings and commentary on life.
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- Like Kevin Spacey in American Beauty, came alive a few years back and now I am living life. Unlike Kevin Spacey I did not end up with a bullet in my head.
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