Caffeine

When I am in a reasonable mood I get a nice buzz from my morning joe. I enjoy doing just about anything and I am much more sociable.

Getting up is still difficult. I think I have just created this mental pattern where I would prefer to lay in bed even though I am done sleeping. I need to plan my morning out so I can make better use of the time.

Been feeling pretty horny lately. I wish D took better care of herself. I love her dearly but her body does not excite me on most days. I find myself looking at Craigs List postings but I know I would never to anything.

So why do I have have a problem with a NSA relationship. I say I don't believe in God but yet I hesitate.