It's a cold day in the town square with a NW wind blowing at 20 - 25 knots. We received 4 - 5 inches of snow over the weekend and the DPW crews are still plowing and salting.
The past few weeks I have been upbeat and productive. I am working through my financial issues and as time passed, became less and less anxious about A's absence. I have made many new friends in the creative community and I'm feeling successful on the Maslovian scale.
Last night A managed to get her phone and she resumed texting me. While I enjoy hearing from her, I really am not very interested in listening to how horrible everything is and how she is depressed and hates being there. I am in a quandary as to what to do moving forward. I want to support her and be her friend, but I am not anxious to become emotionally attached to her again. She chose a path, against my advice, which will almost certainly guarantee her 4 - 8 years of very difficult times. There is little I can do except listen; I just don't know if I am up for that. For now, I will simply not be super responsive. Perhaps I will start having phone issues. I don't want to hurt her, but I need to keep myself in a good space. Idk... It's hard to let go.
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