Wednesday, February 20, 2013

Let me go...

I was moving on, feeling much better and making good progress on my goals.  I was enjoying the sunrise almost every day and smiling more often.  Now she is contacting me and is apparently coming home for a few months.  I really don't want her in my life.  Perhaps that is harsh, but my friend is gone and has been replaced by this person I don't know and don't really like.  We were so close when she left, best friends.  We talked openly and honestly.  This new person has some of her attributes, but our conversation is awkward, shallow and without feeling or emotion.  She gets angry quickly and is very condescending.  I miss my friend and talking to this person brings me to a place where I don't want to be.  I have not been very responsive to her.  Perhaps she will lose interest and move on. 

1 comment:

♥ N o v a said...

Maybe you should be upfront with her and tell her that being around her is not beneficial to you and that there is now a space between you two that cannot be bridged. A talk with her might bring you two closer, or it might be the wedge that permanently ends your friendship.