Let go, let God

Anxiety is the predominant emotion for me as of late.  I wake up anxious, work anxious and got to sleep anxious.  I have many reasons to be anxious, many of which I could reduce or eliminate with the proper amount of effort.  Money, or lack of, underlies most of my anxiety.  Which is ironic because I make really good money given my education.  But I am determined to fund B's education from cash flow and the resulting reduction in available fundalage provokes anxiety. 

I am not a fan of religion, but I am becoming more of a believer in a higher power that is worthy of my attention.  While lacking faith, I have been praying for opportunities to reduce my financial burdens either through work or other means.  I am finding more opportunities to realize that goal and for that I am thankful to God.  I find it difficult to even say God.  Makes me feel like an evangelist, which I am most decidedly not.   But, the reality is that I do feel like my prayers were answered.  "They" say, "let go, let God"...  I feel just a little bit less anxious now.