Tax time

 "Fucking piece of shit software!  Why the fuck does it create a split transaction?" I screamed slamming my fists down against the desk.  I had finally mustered up the motivation to start working on my 2010 taxes and the new version of Quickbooks was randomly creating split transactions, tripling the time required to categorize each one.  I sat back enraged, unsure of what to do.  Finally, leaning forward, I selected the next transaction and started the process again.  I am under a tremendous amount of pressure to finish my tax forms as I have to complete the financial applications required for B to get financial aid for college.  I feel very guilty for not having saved any money for B's education and now I am under the gun to find get my financial house in order.

I am really starting to question the value of owning my own business as I suck at managing my finances and my procrastination only exacerbates the situation.  My weekend was split between working on taxes, screaming like a madman at my computer and vegetating in Clickerville.  On the bright side, I did clean and organize my office but that is only because I was avoiding working on my taxes.

For the past six months or so I have been very depressed and unhappy.  I suspect I will have to look at some type of antidepressant again.  I really don't want to take a friggin pill though because over time the side effects outweigh the benefits and my life insurance costs are significantly higher.

FML...