Bright Sun

This morning I am sitting outside the coffee shop basking in the brilliant sunshine of a warm spring morning. Yet, when I walked the dog with J this morning there was a coating of frost on the vehicles and front lawn. That means that all the retailers that left their annuals outside will have to either throw them away or sell flowers they know will be dead in a week.

I have started to reduce my anti-depressant in effort to determine if it is the cause of the sores in my mouth. I have an appointment with my shrink tomorrow to discuss how I can work through this period without returning to my previous depressive state.

I can already feel some of my motivation slipping away and some irritability returning. I wonder if thirty days from now I will continue to be content or back to feeling miserable.