Boston

I am sitting in Faneuil Hall resting my very sore feet having just walked about 3 miles at a brisk pace trying to catch a train that I ultimately missed. Had I taken the most direct route instead of wondering around aimlessly trying to find the train station, I would now be seated comfortably in a coach car en route to my home. The navigation system on my Crackberry works great; but only when I have the destination address, which in this case I did not.

B resigned from the cadet group yesterday as I expected he would. He said it was not the same without me and he felt the CO would treat him unfairly. I have been rather disoriented since I left the cadet group. Working with the kids made me feel like I was part of something. Now I have this sense of loneliness that is rather depressing. I look forward to spending time with B doing other activities such as bike riding and running. But I still feel this emptiness and I am unsure how to resolve it. I also continue to feel very angry that I had to leave the unit. I don't expect these feelings will disappear anytime soon.