I don't care

I am the king of apathy.  I hear the words "I don't care" echo in my head often.

Stop spending money - "I don't care"

You should be saving for retirement - "I don't care"

Stop eating so much  shit - "I don't care"

Stop searching for something to fill this gaping hole in my soul - "I don't..."  Ok, I do care about that.

I've bought a lot of stuff over the past six months.  Mostly for photography and snowmobiling.  I should be paying my taxes and investing in my house.  "I don't care"

I should be reaching out to my brother, sisters, nieces, nephews and father...  "I don't care"

I need to get a dose of motivation.