Friday, December 14, 2012

I got gypped in the nerochemical dept

Yesterday I was thinking about the best way to check out.  It wasn't a conversation about if, but one of how.  Today I took two blue pills and I feel great.  Anxious, yes...  But motivated to fix the environmental issues that are driving me to a desperate outcome.  This sense of wellness will not last, but I shall bask in the neurochemicals effect even if it is fleeting.  Tomorrow I will take three if I have to.

2 comments:

♥ N o v a said...

Hope the holidays were tolerable. This time of the year seems to exacerbate things.

Wishing you all the best for the new year.

Dirk said...

Thanks Nova. I wish you the best as well.