It's lightly snowing in the town square today. We have only had one storm this year and that was back in October.
D and I are in the middle of a very serious, emotionally charged argument, yet I am amazingly calm. I am pretty frustrated with her at this point though. I feel like I am constantly walking on eggshells around her and my stomach is often in a knot. I am not sure if we are going to survive this round. I have not considered that possibility for a long time, but she seems unable to resolve some trust issues that are completely undeserved and I am at a loss for how to move forward. I am just tired of having to defend myself against her unwarranted paranoia. If we do split up, I have no interest in being with anyone else. I think I would be happier alone. It is so amazing that we are suddenly at this place when we were closer then ever before. Once again I have learned the lesson to not let myself be vulnerable.
Subscribe to:
Post Comments (Atom)
1 comments:
hmmm... such a change from your 3 October entry.
Maybe you both need to take a step back and really evaluate everything. There's too much love there to just let things spiral downwards.
Post a Comment