Inspire me

Lately, writing has been difficult and I often sit staring at the laptop screen blankly, my fingers poised on the keyboard, my mind searching for some inspiration.  Today I went back and looked at my blog entries from three years ago hoping to stimulate my creative juices.  I find it interesting that while my circumstances have changed, my current daily thoughts are more or less the same as they were three years ago.  I no longer suffer from severe depression, my finances are stable, I have addressed my issues with the IRS, I am able to pay B's tuition and my family is doing well.  Now I am just a bit bored.  I am seriously considering starting a new cadet unit working with the USMC reserve company.  I know that I will introduce a major amount of stress into my life but maybe that is a good thing.  I have come to the realization that stress is not necessarily bad; it depends on how we react to it.  I would be doing a great thing for a group of kids and I would be doing what I love.  Hehehe...  Famous last words?