Don't waste your time reading this blog entry. It won't be exciting, interesting or unique. It will be just like all the other ones I have written recently because my life just doesn't change much and I have little appreciation for my good fortune. I thrive on brief bouts of immediate sensual gratification. Coffee mostly... Along with other self-indulgent behavior... Like M & M's and Mountain Dew. And other things... occasionally. I really enjoyed hanging out with the kids from the adolescent home the other day. I also had fun camping with the cadets a few weeks back. Put me outside with teenagers and I am a happy camper.
What I really need to do is pay more attention to D. I am incredibly lazy when it comes to or relationship. Our intimate life is .... well.... dutiful. Maybe I need to read Kama Sutra. We lead largely separate lives... which is ok for the most part. We have dinner once or twice a week and go and do something once or twice a month. Guess I should add this to my Top Five Goals list...
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Middle-aged, married with 2 kids but feels like he's still 17... Mostly dark musings and commentary on life.
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- Like Kevin Spacey in American Beauty, came alive a few years back and now I am living life. Unlike Kevin Spacey I did not end up with a bullet in my head.
2 comments:
Read this story: http://www.zawaj.com/story-30-days-of-carrying-my-wife/
It's quite enlightening. And something to think about as you try to re-build intimacy with your wife.
Don't read this makes me want to read this.
But I understand. I struggle to come up with something interesting because my life doesn't change much either.
I try to find something good out of every day. Something to make the day unique. Doesn't always happen, but I don't always remember to look.
My sister once wrote a list for her husband. 100 reasons I love my husband. It took a while but she said it really helped her remember to appreciate him. Dunno. Worth a shot.
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