Saturday, March 6, 2010

No boarding for me

Last night B, D and I were out separately and we all arrived home at approximately 10:30.  The three of us were standing in the kitchen and I was munching on homemade oatmeal cookies when B said "Dad, I am not sure that I want to go boarding tomorrow."  "Really" I replied after taking a gulp of milk.  "Why is that" I asked reaching for another cookie.  "I just don't really feel like it.  I want to go when other people can go" he said.  I did not say anything for a moment but I was crushed.  I had been looking forward to this trip all week. I had brought my board in for an adjustment and I was expecting the snow conditions to be great.  "Is there any reason we can't go Sunday" B asked.  "No, but the best day will definitely be Saturday.  The slopes will get pretty beat up tomorrow with the warm weather they are predicting.  You have to let me know tonight what you want to do.  I don't plan on getting up early if we are not going boarding" I said.  That was the last I heard from him.  This morning I remained in bed until 10:00 watching a movie then I immediately got dressed and left for work.  I am in a foul mood and I am seething with disappointment.  This fucking roller coaster of emotions is really taking a lot out of me.  I hope things get better.

1 comment:

♥ N o v a said...

That's rough.

Hang in there, friend.