Right now I am working through what has been a very frustrating project at a client site. I have been trying to get a software product working that will allow me to capture a corporate image of a PC that I can then use to build new PC’s or rebuild old ones. I have spent hours upon hours trying to get a new version of the software working. I can easily build a new PC from scratch (8 hours) in less time then what each of these test configurations has taken. In some cases I have had to blow away the configuration and rebuild the PC manually anyway which is an enormous waste of time. The issue is this; I am happy and content. I have Eric Clapton playing on the headphones and I am slowly and methodically working my way through the analysis process. It pisses me off because the main reason I am happy and content is because I took two hits of Adderall this morning. What is the difference between taking a legally prescribed drug and just smoking some meth that I can buy on the street (aside from the obvious moral and philosophical issues)? I worry about the long term affects of the drugs and I feel weak when I have to resort to them to feel happy.
Well, at least I am enjoying the buzzzzzzzzzzzz…..
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You're happy and content. That's all that matters.
You're not a junkie, so don't even compare your prescribed medication to drugs.
Oh imaging... that is fun. When it works you can have a pc back in working order in a very short time. When it doesn't it can be frustrating.
You feel ok....that's what matters. I'd rather have the adderal than the blues or meth.
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